I'm going to be brief, and straightforward.
If you're an atheist, cool. I can respect you. What I can't respect is when you continually cut down Christianity.
Why? Let's take a quick look. Atheists - I don't want to stereotype, but like, is it your life goal to undermine Christians? Honestly. I can't speak for all of us, but we don't go around telling you how wrong you are. And if we do, I apologize.
Seriously though, Christianity is based on love. That was Jesus' greatest lesson.
Live Simply
Care Deeply
Love Lots. Or something like that. You get the idea.
If you've read my previous posts, you may be confused as to who I am. I'll just tell you. I'm not perfect. That sums it up. I do my best, I fall down, I get back up again. Some day, I'll stay on the straight and narrow. Now, back onto topic.
Why are we so very "wrong" for loving God? Why are we wrong for loving you? Do you not want love? is that it?
I know it's not. We all want love. So embrace it, instead of trying to grind it into dust. Because, quite frankly, it's not working.
Friday 25 May 2012
Sunday 20 May 2012
That awkward moment...
So today I was at work. At the movie theatre again.
I'm sitting around with a co-worker (who is also my best friend) and the girl mentioned in the previous post walks in. She orders food, blah blah blah nothing happens.
Before I continue, you need to realize that I have told nobody about the shameful things I have done with this girl. Another note - she isn't exactly a babe, but she's not that bad.
Anyway, she walks out, my friend looks at me and makes a vomiting motion. As in "Wow, is she ever fucking ugly". I laughed and agreed with him at the time. I'll probably cry myself to sleep now.
Okay probably not. She was texting me today though, asking me when I got off work. I told her to enjoy the movie. Maybe I'm being a dick, maybe not. Is it weird that I don't want to have sex with her? I've probably done enough damage already. In a year I'll look at her and think "Fuck. I turned her into that slut."
On the plus side, I looked a picture of my ex today - and laughed. So that was funny. What the fuck did I ever see in her anyway? She's wheeling a 24-year old anyway. That's only like a... 7 year difference. It could work... it could work.
But it won't.
And that makes me smile.
I'm sitting around with a co-worker (who is also my best friend) and the girl mentioned in the previous post walks in. She orders food, blah blah blah nothing happens.
Before I continue, you need to realize that I have told nobody about the shameful things I have done with this girl. Another note - she isn't exactly a babe, but she's not that bad.
Anyway, she walks out, my friend looks at me and makes a vomiting motion. As in "Wow, is she ever fucking ugly". I laughed and agreed with him at the time. I'll probably cry myself to sleep now.
Okay probably not. She was texting me today though, asking me when I got off work. I told her to enjoy the movie. Maybe I'm being a dick, maybe not. Is it weird that I don't want to have sex with her? I've probably done enough damage already. In a year I'll look at her and think "Fuck. I turned her into that slut."
On the plus side, I looked a picture of my ex today - and laughed. So that was funny. What the fuck did I ever see in her anyway? She's wheeling a 24-year old anyway. That's only like a... 7 year difference. It could work... it could work.
But it won't.
And that makes me smile.
Wednesday 2 May 2012
I haven't touched this in a while...
And that's probably a good thing, being as nobody is reading it. But here I am again, posting stupid... stuff. That nobody cares about.
Here's one thing - I graduate in 2 days. Whoop-dee-fucking-doo. You know, they say grad is like the best thing ever. Wanna know the truth? It's not. Girls get pissed off at you all year and spend like $700 bucks on a dress they wear once? You know when you do that? At a goddamn wedding. Not a high school grad. EVERYONE graduates highschool. Okay not quite everyone, but you know what I mean.
So this brings up the next thing - pre-grad parties. Shit I'm not even going to my normal grad party. You know what I'm doing instead? Chilling in my basement with a bunch of christian dudes, playing video games. Sounds like a real fucking party eh?
But pre-grads. Yay. So much fun. I've snuck out to 2 (I'm 18 and my mom still doesn't let me go), and to be honest, they weren't all that... awesome. Like it was fun to be around people, but all they drink here is beer. That shit is nasty. I'm okay with hard liquor, but beer? No thanks.
I guess I could just go though, and be sociable.... but I'd rather just sit at home. And write a stupid blog that nobody reads.
And watch porn.
And think about my ex.
Fuck me, I need to get out of this place.
Here's one thing - I graduate in 2 days. Whoop-dee-fucking-doo. You know, they say grad is like the best thing ever. Wanna know the truth? It's not. Girls get pissed off at you all year and spend like $700 bucks on a dress they wear once? You know when you do that? At a goddamn wedding. Not a high school grad. EVERYONE graduates highschool. Okay not quite everyone, but you know what I mean.
So this brings up the next thing - pre-grad parties. Shit I'm not even going to my normal grad party. You know what I'm doing instead? Chilling in my basement with a bunch of christian dudes, playing video games. Sounds like a real fucking party eh?
But pre-grads. Yay. So much fun. I've snuck out to 2 (I'm 18 and my mom still doesn't let me go), and to be honest, they weren't all that... awesome. Like it was fun to be around people, but all they drink here is beer. That shit is nasty. I'm okay with hard liquor, but beer? No thanks.
I guess I could just go though, and be sociable.... but I'd rather just sit at home. And write a stupid blog that nobody reads.
And watch porn.
And think about my ex.
Fuck me, I need to get out of this place.
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